Fri, 12 Oct 2007 16:33:40 GMT

Height?: 5'7
Weight?: 125 (ewwww)
Lowest Weight?: 112
Highest Weight?: 135
What weight do you want to weigh?: 110
What eating disorder do you have?: ednos

In Depth

How many calories do you eat in a day, on average?: if im not fasting or binging about 400- 500
Do you throw up your food on occasion?: yes occasionally
Do you want to look like a supermodel/actress?: im not gonna lie YES
Are you in some sort of extracurricular sport, ie soccer or track?: no but i work out at home sometimes
Has anyone ever teased you about your weight?: no
Have you ever fasted? all the time
Do you take laxatives to get rid of food/calories?: sometimes not alot though
Are you 'inspired' by models/actresses?: allesandra ambrosia (i have no clue how to spell her name)
Have you ever been hospitalised for your ED?: No
Have you ever ingested Ipecac to induce vomiting?: No
Have you ever tried to recover from your eating disorder? hmm not really recover ive tried to eat more like maybe 1,500 calories a day but it NEVER works

Body Image Q's

Do you constantly see yourself as fat, even though others say you are not?: yes! i am
What part of your body would you change?: stomach, legs, arms
On a scale of 1-10, how happy are you with your body?: 2
Do you judge your value/merit solely on your weight/body?: yes
Because of your body apperance/weight, have you become severely depressed?: yes
Do you constantly compare your bodies to supermodels/actresses?: yes

Health/Food

Do you think you eat healthy enough?: no
Are you morbidly afraid to eat carbs?: yes
Fat grams?: i wont eat foods high in fat
Calories?: 00000
Are you often tired/fatigued?: yes
Do you feel more energised after eating food?: yes
Do you eat meat?: white meat sometimes
Do you eat your food in a certain way? slowly and i always takes sips of water in between
Do people tell you you look sick or famished?: yes
Have you ever thrown up blood?: no
Is your heart bpm above 49?: i have no clue what that means
Do you have fainting spells from lack of eating?: not fainting but bad black outs where i cant stand

Other Stuff

Do you think the media is at fault for the prevalence of eating disorders?: i dont know
What's your opinion of Pro-Ana?: i need this community for support!
Do you have any other mental disorders? depression
What's your favourite food to eat?: low cal food
Favourite drink?: Diet anything and propel
Do you often wish you didn't have an ED?: Sometimes
Do you want to recover?: i dont know...i want to..but i dont want to be fat!

emelena13